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2011-04-20T11:34:00.003+08:00

REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC MULTI RACIAL CARNIVAL!!!~~~
Venue: REPUBLIC POLY
Date: 16July2011
Time: 10am to 7pm
Invite friends of other races to this carnival, group photos will be taken and stand to win a BIG PRIZE!!(Iphone, Ipad, MacBook Air and Capital MAll vouchers)
Booths of different cultures are being set up! GET TO EAT AND PLAY GAMES!!!
WARNING!! WET ACTIVITIES ARE AVAILABLE!! EXTRA CLOTHINGS ARE NEEDED!!((=
THERE IS A HAUNTED HOUSE TOO!
PERFORMANCE BY OUR VERY OWN RP DANCE CREW!!

2010-12-26T20:52:00.002+08:00

I just read our blog.... How i wish we could go back like last time.... I realise I really love u alot... Till i cant explain how much have I love u... I cant simply put all things down... I hate the way we are in now... I really hope I could do sth that can let us be back like the past.... But... No matter wad I do.. Wad I say... You dun wanna to patch back.... At times I really feel that u are freaking heartless.. And I dun know how many times I have cried over these... Whenever I thought of it, I cant help but feel like crying... But wad can i do... I do not have high EQ.. I cant control my emotions...
Reading through the blog reminded miie lots of things... Last time once u msg miie sweet stuffs, I will always save it.. whenever I m feeling down or bored, I will take it out and look at it... those msg had nvr failed to cheer miie up, make miie smile like an idiot... however once I changed my phone I lost all the msg...
But now... You dun give miie cold attitude, give miie a little care.. Then once in a while I could see u.. Then I m alrdy very happy with it... Wad else can i ask for...
I dun know how u feel... But my heart is being stabbed with knives... I always feel the ache when I think of all the things... I dun know wad can I do to let us go back to the past... if cnt... I also dun know how to make myself put all the things down... Seriously... Now i m stuck...
Now, in my phone, thr are serveral msg that i tot of sending it to u... but I have nvr dare... I m afraid of the circumstances... Wad if I sent it to then u are angry with it? Wad if u ignored miie aft seeing those msg.. I dun wanna these things to happen... I just wanna u to be happy... But I think... Even i dun send those stuffs, I had alrdy make u feel unhappy and rather i dun msg u I guess..
Someone.. Teach miie? Teach miie wad to do... Teach miie how to overcome... I dun wanna listen to useless stuffs... I have enough of it... It had no help... It always only make miie feel worse... Make miie wanna to cry more... (Mayb those are nt useless stuffs, but those are just useless to miie.. Seriously, i tot of dieing... Isnt it better??)

2010-11-17T23:06:00.002+08:00

多一天就刚刚好两个月了。。刚刚在看恶作剧2吻。。突然觉得自己好傻好天真。。我都不懂等了他多久。。最后终于在一起了。。在一起一年多后他跟我说分手。。不管我说什么他都不肯改变主意。。最后我只好妥协。。我还真不知道该不该相信他的话。。他说他还爱我。。但他始终不肯复合。。他所做的跟他所说的完全相反。。就算在怎么地相信他。。在这种情况下。。信任也会慢慢的被磨掉的啊。。我真的真的觉得好痛苦哦。。好累好累。。想放弃这段感情，想跟他一刀两断。。但是我做不到。。做不到。。我觉得我自己好失败哦。。
为什么感觉上总是我在伤心我在哭。。你呢？我看你跟平常没什么两样啊。。你说你没必要把心情全表现出来。。。那你跟前一任女友分手时那么伤心干吗。。难道我跟你一年多的感情比不上你之前几个月的恋情吗?? 你要我怎么相信你的话。。我怀疑你，你说你对我很失望。。那我何尝不是。。为什么。。为什么。。你总是只想着自己却完全没相过我的感受。。别跟我说你有多难受。。你要说什么都行。。我还说我早就放弃你了呢。。但事实上我放不下啊。。你就能发脾气，我不能。。你是人，难道我不是吗。。我也有感觉也有发脾气的时候啊。。一年下来，我发脾气的次数四只手的手指数的完的。。真得好累好累哦。。你每次对我很冷淡时，我还得装作没事，哄你开心，自己就算不开心在你面前还是要表现得很开心。。说真的我本来就觉得这些根本不算什么。。因为在一段感情里终是要有所付出的。。但好像不管我做什么你都不满意。。
这些事我不能跟他人说。。说了，他们安慰我。。他们所说的好想最好全都变成了我的错。我有错难道他没有吗。。
你们到想要我怎样。。我好累。。我好想做我自己。。那什么都不用想就说我想说的。。做我想做的。。不用管他人的感受。。这是身旁人教我的。。很多都是不管他人感受就说出那些伤人的话，做他们自己。。那我呢？？要顾前又要顾后。。每次我这么做我都觉得我好假哦。。但这些又有谁知道呢。。我敢说没有！！完完全全没有！！！因为我不敢跟他们说。。我不敢完全信任他们。。。我好怕被背叛。。好怕好怕。。我本来以为我找到了。。找到一个我能完全信任他。。在他面前做我自己的。。但我错了。。在他面前做我自己变成了耍任性，给他脸色看。。
天啊，你让我活在这世界上，但又要我戴着面具做人。。这种日子我还得过多久。。不会干脆带我走好了。。我也不必活得那么辛苦。。我虽这么说，但若过上天想带我走我还真不舍得。。我不舍得他、家人和朋友。。还有许多我喜欢的东西。。
总结。。我的人生好矛盾哦！！！！！！
好了我发泄完了。。爱批评话就批评到够吧。。看过这文章的人要怎么想我无权干涉。。我只想说这只是我一时的情绪。。以后还会不会有同样的想法我不知道。。或许我明天会有同样的想法。。或许我一辈子都不会再有这种想法。。了解我的人就知道我是一个happy-go-lucky的人。。我睡一觉后这件事就好像从没发生过。。我还是那个快乐的我。。((=

2010-07-10T17:55:00.001+08:00

i have loss sth... can anyone help miie to find back? his name is called motivation... i lose him even since dun know when.. and i really need him back...

2010-05-15T23:23:00.002+08:00

aft so long... i finally came to blog...
aim of blogging: just felt like venting my emotion here...

exams exams exams!! exams and exams is wad happening this year... nth else more important... i cant seems to catch up with my work... and i trying my best to catch up... cox i know i need to do it.. no matter wad... for my dad's sake and also mine...

you make miie happy at times... but sometimes i feel more stress due to u...

i feel like have so many things bothering miie... i wan to let it go but i cant.. only two way.. either i die or i becoming an anti-social person... but this two choices are so not miie... but i really dun know wad to do...

slept so long yet i feel so tired... when is a day when i could concentrate on studying... O' lvl coming... an i cant afford to fail... but i need help ))=

dun know why i get so bothering bout 'it' is non of my business... since u dun treat us as friend... i shouldnt too...

i m just thinking too much... who are u? u are just someone that no one will even bother... u are just a toy? when they like it... they always need u... but once u are spoil/useless... u are not needed... u are nth in this world... nth!

一旦被背叛。。一旦信任被破坏。。它就很难再被找回来了。。。

2010-01-25T22:21:00.003+08:00

long time since i post?=p dun know wad to post bout... lately are just studying... thats all.. nth special...=p

m i doing the same wrong thing again? i feel the horror... i dun wish it happen again... is a torture...

hmm... got nth to post... shall end it here...=p bye...~ ((=

2010-01-04T20:32:00.002+08:00

YAY!!! Today is my BIRTHDAY!! haha=p My whole day was great! Though it was the 1st day of sch...=p haha...
Thanks everyone! For the greetings and all((= I sure have an enjoyable b'day today...((=

haha... end of the post((=

2010-01-01T15:27:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

One year had passed... lots of things had happen in 2009... happy ones... sad ones... just read kasper's blog... and frm his blog... it remind miie sth... the saddest time i have in yr 2009... but time will heal it..((= and I have to thanks friends ard miie... when 'it' had just happen... some tried not to talk anything related bout 'it' infront of miie... and thanks guys... for being caring... ((= but till now... i still dun know whether i have like overcome it? but anyways...THANKS to friends who had care for miie during that period of time((=

as for this yr... i wish i could concentrate of my studies.. as it is the O lvl yr.... i have to pass it with nice results... so i have jyjy le...=p

ok... so this will be the 1st post for this yr... ((=

2009-12-13T17:51:00.003+08:00

hehe.... i very long nvr post le.... hmm... holiday... quite packed? till now i haven do my holiday hmwks yet... just simply lazy... hehe=p hmm so... mon to wed... went to a SL camp... to miie is more like having holiday than like have camp.... is so fun... you even have air-con at night.... how can u call this a camp... haha... knew many new friends thr.... the whole camp was so enjoyable.... alot of us think it was too short... how we wish it could be longer...=p

hmm... as it was a camp combine of two schs... when we first reach thr.... you can see two batch of ppl sitting at each side.... but as the day go on... we started to knew each other... we were all divided in to 4 diff grps... i was in the purple group... we are called the PURPLURETTE!! haha... aft 3days of interaction... there were no two batch of ppl sitting at each side... but is a group of ppl sitting together... haha...

ok... next... like the photos talk... but thr isnt much photos... afterall.. it is a leadership camp.. thr lots of time we cant take photos.... i only took this at the last day...=p

our grp flag....((=

a photo of the whole grp((=

the name of the place whr the dorm i stayed in....

the dorm i stayed in....

2009-11-01T20:50:00.003+08:00

wow! it seems to be a long time since i last post..=p
hmm... so now EOY has over... i could promote to sec4E next yr... but i m not sastified with my results at all... i dun know wad went wrong with miie this year to get these results... seriously have to back up next yr... i cant get these results for O lvl... haix... dun know wad to post le... so.. i think i should end my post here?...
will post ltr... if i have things to post on((=

2009-10-04T12:01:00.003+08:00

haha!! it has been a long time since i last post.... and is really a long time.... reasons? very easy! coz i dun know wad to post... and lazy to post...=p

ok... posting... hmm....
alot of things seems to have happen in between this time... happy de... sad de... everything...=p
and now...
EXAMS are coming!!! I DAMN SCARED!!! i scared i fail my eng and i could not go up to sec4E.... i really very very scared.... i dun now wad to do.... what even if i pass all the other subjects.... nvr pass eng... still FAIL!!! arggh!! i really dun know wad to do.... eng is one of my weakest subject!! haiz... really dun know wad to do with it....

k la.... thats the end of my post=p ey... if i pass my eng.... mayb thr will still be updates... but if i fail... haiz....
ouhya! forgot to post one thing....someone ask miie post de... my 'good' & good tuition cher!!!=p haha!=p

2009-06-21T22:14:00.002+08:00

i m here to post again...((= i hav decided to post... coz i feel like typing sth out... aft reading em's blog...

hmm... aft reading her blog... i tot of sth... is her situation more worse or mine more worse... i dun know... but thr is sth i hav to say... she is more brave... she dare to type that out... but i dun... i just simply keep it to myself... ppl who know... only dear... he is the only one know what happen...
hehe.. i dun know what to type le... coz i also dun feel like typing anything here.... coz i dun wan some ppl i dun wish they visit my blog... but they visit... and sees this post.. dun ask miie why... coz i also dun know(who will even ask miie...haha=p)... i just simply dun feel like...(no offence to anyone) haha=p
and thr is another reason... but think that i will keep to myself ba....

hmm... think i will end my post here... ((=

2009-06-17T13:19:00.003+08:00

hmm.... it has been months since that incident happen.... i thought i hav already... hmm.. how to say?.. accept it?..

but i realize that i hav not.... this incident still affect miie alot... it makes think bout myself and also ppl ard miie....

sometimes... i just hate myself... why do i hav such 'good memory' to remember this stupid thing but not my sch work....

haiz... hope as time pass.... this incident will slowly fade away frm my memory....

is it sth went wrong with my character?... should i change it?... mayb i should.. coz i think i m really stupid now.... i dun know... =p

2009-05-30T18:52:00.002+08:00

Kasper my friend i updating now... so relax... =p

ok... here is update...

hmmm... finally exams are over... hope i can score well(though i know i wont... but i still hope so..=p) seriously.. i need get use into the sec3 life... half a year have gone... i need to jyjy... or i will seriously be sure dead at the end of year....

ok... hmm... so... today went for cip... flag day... standing at amk centre for hours! asking ppl to donate money... thr is a person i approach... praising miie at first.. saying that aft he had pass so many ppl... i m the first wan to approach to ask him donate some money... but aft that... thr is one line that i m so call not happy with it... he says we are like beggers begging for ppl to donate money, scaring ppl away....
hey sir is not our fault ok.... we are just help the community care out... and all those donated money... is not like we hav a share... -_-
hmm... ok but in the end i 'collected' ard half a tin of money...=p
when we went back to sch... i then realize... mine is counted abit above average only... coz thr is two ppl... which their tins are damn heavy... think is damn full de... both of them are damn pro... hahaz! =p
aft passing my tin back... report to cher... i stayed back awhile and help cher out... to seal the tins... then aft that went hm...

ya... thats all... end of post... =p
will update soon ba... mayb abt my results... mayb some other happy things... or mayb cox i too sianz le so just update... =p

k... so.. end of post... ((= hahaz! =p

2009-05-08T17:31:00.002+08:00

post... post... post... time to post!!

k... today hav chinese mid-year.... I M GONNA TO FAIL!!! OMG!!! aarrggghh! stupid idiot!! having headache aft each paper.... dun know what happen with miie sia...

then yesterday wad eng paper.... think gonna to fail that too.... i damn scared that i can not promote to sec4!! arrhhh!!!

k... hav to back up on all my subjects!!! mid-year... mid-year... mid-year.... hate mid-year!!! arrrhhh!!! stupid idiot exams!! hate exams!!!
idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot!!!

hahaz... k.... end of post... =p

2009-05-01T22:41:00.002+08:00

post... post... post.... update... update... update....
was ask to update... by my kind, funny,hilarious(correct sp??) senior....
senior i updated my.... so u better update ur blog too!!! =p

ok... so the updating....

mon:
normal sch day ba... cant really remember what happen... i only know aft sch.... went for drama rehearsal... seriously... at that moment.... i think what they rehears... cnt be perform on speech day... coz everyone was playing ard... not concentrating... not prepare... keep out of character... no offence to anyone... but is just how i feel.... ya.. so... end of mon... =p

tues:
normal sch day again ba... forgot le... =p again... only remember aft sch... went for drama rehearsal.... this time... is a full dress rehearsal with all performance grp, uni grp and prize winners... (got uni grp? think got ba...) this time... drama performance was gd... much more better then what we did during our own rehearsal... the whole rehearsal was successful... and we end at ard 6+pm ba.... ya... so... end of tues...

wed:
a day b4 speech day... same thing... forgot what happen during the sch time...=p so aft sch... drama last rehearsal... props were all brought to 3rd floor... as the chiors were using drama room for rehearsal... and this time... i think drama is getting better!... =p but rehearsal was long... ended at 6+pm again... hmm... end of wed?... =p

thurs(yesterday):
actual day!!! for speech day.... =p hmmm... sch time was quite okok... but having slight headache when writing the chinese compo.... immediately aft chinese was humanities.. (though thr is recess in between mtl period and humans period... but to miie is just like aft mtl... next period is humans... din get to revise humans notes... ))= ) hmm... ya... left for early lunch... met with jinson and xy... on the way to/at canteen... saw sara... and we four hav lunch together... aft that... 230pm... went to find ms sin... we were searching for room to rehears... due to speech day... all performance grp is in sch... almost all air-condition room were occupied.... and so we ended up in the humans room... settle down in humans room... cast were all ask to change... so that... xy, jinson and sara can do their work.... which is.... move the tables!!!! coz we need space to hav rehearsal.... all macho guys(xy, jinson, sara, qihui & yusoff) were moving the tables... =p ya... so had few rehearsal.... at ard 5+pm going to 6pm... i was ask to go hall and prepare... went to the 2nd floor... gave the ava memebers drama's cd.... then... when the g.o.h arrived... it started with lion dance's drum performance... then follow by chior... band... then speech(which is damn long)... and prize giving(also very long)... sat thr for ard 2++hr alone!! then xy came... so call to accompany... but fact is that... ms sin ask him up to film videos... ya... so.. performance started... chinese dance... idian dance then malay dance.... of coz drama turns and lastly ended with lion dance's dragon dance performance... is was so cool... =p aft that... had dinner with huanlin and xy... ya... then went back to humans room... play ard... then help to keep things... then went hm.... reach hm quite late.... 10+pm le...

today:
went to east coast with TC.... WeiJie.... and JiaHong.... went thr to ride bike... we rode for 4hrs??? or more? dun know... =p but comfirm very long... coz our skin colour all change... esp weijie's skin colour.... then aft that... we went to hav our late lunch... then went to arcade and went hm aft that... this post bout today may be short... but the whole thing last damn long... frm morning till evening.... hahaz!...
weijie damn cute de... his reaction and expression... always make miie laugh like hell... though he is very quiet... =p

hmm... i think i will stop here... lazy to continue writing.... =p ya.. so... end of post! =p

2009-04-17T20:08:00.004+08:00

had a great time today... though morning.... coz of ct(comfirm fail)... abit like... die die like this... =p but the other half of my day was good!! ((= thanks to drama seniors... ((= u guys rocks!! =p hahaz!... ya... so aft sch... went to watch that band performance.... it was quite nice... aft that... when to hub with... Kasper.... XuanYi... Jinson... and Emily... hav a fun chat along the way thr.... =p... reach hub... say bye to Kasper... and the rest of us... headed to the food court.... had our lunch thr... then a chatting session starts... =p dun know chat for how long... time to go... walk down together... to the bus interchange.... and... bye!.. =p end of story... hahaz!=p

lately... lots of sad/bad things happen ard miie... and with the helps frm some of the friends ard miie.. it seems that i still can handle/accept it.... without them... i really dun know what will happen to me... with them... it actually allow miie to run away frm facts that i dun wish to face for time being... though aft that i still hav to face it... but at least... i can get to 'rest'... =p
seriously need to thanks... K... XY.... LJS... TC.... u guys rocks...
Thanks K.... at times... when i m going to cry... it seems that u know it... u can always prevent miie frm letting my tears to drop... thr is alot of things i want to say... but it just seems to be that... i cant put it into words... ya..so... the only thing i can say now is that.... thank you very much.... ((=
Thanks XY.... though u always like very angry/sad.... but with u... the times are fun.... it can allow miie to forget abt those things which make miie sad for the time being.... thank you very much....
Thanks LJS... though during syf... u seems to be quite fierce at times... =p but i know u are doing wad u need to do.... times with u... are nvr boring... u always so funny... =p thank you very much ((= (p.s. ouhya....thx for letting miie to wack u =p)
and lastly....
Thanks TC.... u are someone i trusted the most now.... a person i can tell all the things i want... thx for lending miie ur ears to listen to wad i wan to say... thank you very much ((=

K... XY... LJS... TC... u guys are friends i appericate the most.... trusted the most... thanks for all the 'helps' u gave... though u may not know it... but it really help miie in lots of way... 无形之中你们真的帮了我很多... THANKS!

hmmm.... think this post will end here... =p

2009-04-16T19:18:00.006+08:00

WOOHOO!! WE DID IT! WE DID IT!

WE DID IT!!!

DRAMA CLUB, WE DID IT!!!!!

DRAMA CLUB... U GUYS ARE THE BEST!!

THANKS FOR ALL THE HARD WORK U

DID....

HAV A GREAT DAY....

AND NOW WE JUST HAV TO WAIT FOR

THE RESULT....

WONT FORGET THE HAPPINESS

WE HAD AFTER EVERYTHING END...

DRAMA CLUB ROCKS!!!

I M SURE YOU GUYS HAVE THE

SAME FEELING AS MINE! =P

OUHYA!... TECHNICAL CREW!!!

WE DID IT!!! YAY!!! ((=

2009-04-12T14:53:00.002+08:00

u got such a trustworthy and good friend.... and u dun appericiate him/her.... i dun know wad the hell u thinking sia.... one day when u lose him/her.... dun regret....
sometimes just simply dun understand... having such a good friend and u dun appericiate him/her.... this ppl are just simply stupid!... they rather listen to those 'good' friends rather than real friends....

haiz... i dun know what to say le... and thats it... end of post.....

2009-03-28T21:04:00.003+08:00

woohoo!!!! DRAMA ROCKS! LOVE DRAMA FRIENDS TO THE CORE!!!

hahaz! damn enjoy times in drama club....

Huanlin.... Kasper.... XuanYi.... Jinson...

Sara... Neelish... Iky... Emily....

woohoo! the drama gang... hahaz!...

times together are nvr boring...

we are always having fun!!! sure hav topic to chat.... things to joke with.... to play with!!....

LOVE IT! hahaz!!!

2009-03-28T14:12:00.004+08:00

i hav nth to say.... since u think so.... u win... i dun hav the energy to fight back... if u thinks that i m that type of person... fine... it means that u dun understand miie that much... u dun understand miie as much as wad i think.... is the same as i dun understand u at all... thats all i wan to say... and accept it or not... is a sry here... if u wan to continue the ignoring... fine with miie.... and thanks for teaching miie a lesson... i learn frm thr.... nvr ever trust friends that easily... so even it is true that i scared of losing a friend like you... but now...

i think the test i took last time is true... losing someone is truely my fear... losing someone i love... losing someone i trusted.... really hurts miie alot... and i dun know how long do i need to get back to my normal self... i wish i could be back as quick as possible... coz i know i still have others who dun wish to see miie like wad i m now....

2009-03-23T15:42:00.003+08:00

why? why? why????
why is it that my mind is always full of him??? seeing him not in gd mood makes miie feel sad.... whole day my mind is like thinking bout him lar... i dun know why...

but worrying abt someone doesnt mean u like that guy right??? so i m just caring bout a friend.... =p

i really hope he can dun think so much lar... he is like stressing himself.... always only knows how to tell me not to stress myself so much... but end up he is like stressing himself.... plz do take of urself.... dun only think bout others.... plz.. plz.. plz... take care of urself...

2009-03-19T20:25:00.003+08:00

i hate you!! i hate you!! i hate you!! I HATE YOU TO THE CORE!!! BECAUSE OF U.... FIRST TIME EVER I WISH DRAMA CAN END AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE!!! I DUN WISH TO GO FOR DRAMA!! arrgghhh!!!

after drama... went to meet Karesia, TC, Ivy and a chinese cher... coz need to help out decorate the chinese notice board.... so deco deco... till 4? TC got to leave.. so he left.... and thats left Karesia, Ivy and miie... ouhya! and ofcoz the chinese cher... but i forgot her name=p.... she is a nice cher i guess.... so left 4 of us... all gals.... deco deco deco till 6+pm? ya... ard thr... then walk with Karesia.... then chat alot... overall is fun today.... (is just a summary of today's help out... actually we did lots of things... just lazy to type...=p)

but...

'thx' to that person half of my day is ruin....

also thanks to TC, Karesia, Ivy and the chinese cher... at least the rest of my day was damn fun!! ((=

today din tok to him that much... coz din get a chance... and aft reading his blog.... it gave miie a feeling.... i m not going to be as close to him like last time.... not that close friend i guess.... just going to treat u normally.... as normal as i could....

2009-03-15T22:46:00.005+08:00

find this interesting.... found it on wp's blog....((=

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

i think is bit true....

You Are a Scholar

You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.
Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.
Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.
You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively.

Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics

Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness

Your power color: Navy blue

Your power symbol: Shield

Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

wow.... scholar leh....=p

You'll Have 2 True Loves

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2
You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

hmmmm....=p

You Are a Carrot Cake Cupcake

You are a complex person. You have many interesting layers to your personality, though others might not know it.
You are drawn to a cross section of people. You friends play different roles in your life.
You are like a cupcake because you are are deceptively simple. There's actually a lot to you!
There are many ingredients in your life, and you only want them in proper amounts. Being you is a delicate art.

What Flavor Cupcake Are You?

hmmm... dun know...=p

You Would Win Best Actor / Actress

You are confident and talented. When it's time for you to shine, you step up.
You have a strong personality. You love attention, and you can command an audience of any size.
You tend to be a bit obsessive. You're the perfect person to immerse yourself in a big role.
You're both empathetic and expressive. You understand and communicate well.

What Would You Win an Oscar For?

emmm... dun know....=p

2009-03-12T17:32:00.002+08:00

sth funny thing happen... i dun know whether is really funny or not.... funny is just a word i use to discribe this thing....

i dun know why.... when i see her blog saying that she fall in love with a guy.... the 1st person that strucks my mind is him.... at that moment... i wish what i think was wrong... i dun know why... i just hope that the person she like is not him.... i really do... till now i m still thinking....

hahaz.... is funny.... isnt it?... i tot i hav slowly... treat him frm a person that i like.... or mayb not like.... admire is a more suitable word i guess... till a special friend.... a friend that i really appriciate.... coz i know now... my mind has another guy.... which i try my best to forgets bout him....

but why do i hav that feeling?... or is it that i m just thinking too much.... i wish i m just thinking too much...

hmmm... bout the guy i hav in mind now.... i m thinking is it a mistake to like him.... i dun know why.... i just dun know why... mayb he hurts miiie alot... though he hurts miie that much.... i still cnt forgets bout him.... sometimes i really thinks that is it worth for miie to like him that much....=p but now i m trying my best to forgets bout him.... trying to forget the feeling i hav towards him.... coz i know we are impossible.... and coz we are impossible... i hope we can just be friend...
but now i think i hav slowly... trying to forgets the feeling towards him... coz i wish we could be normal friend.... coz i tired of these things le.... dun know why.... though i m saying this.... i still hopes that guy knows that i still like him....=p i m foolish... isnt it?

k... thinks that will be the end of post?! for now i really really wish i could just concentrate in my studies and the coming syf...=p

2009-03-09T16:48:00.004+08:00

hmmm.... came to post....
yesterday was fun!!! met faddy at ard.. 930... then went to find tc outside the kfc... wait thr for Chaoxin and Wei Jie.... all of us enter kfc... as they say they wan to hav breakfast thr.... faddy bought her breakfast first... it seems that kfc only hav that one breakfast meal... coz all of them order the same meal...-_- hahaz!... ok... so aft that... took bus to bishan park... reach thr met andy... start walking ard the park... guys... acting like they very muscilar thr... hahaz! damn funny lar!!! waited of ganesh and iky... BUT THEY ARE LATE!! hahaz! so we started to do the stuffs 1st... dun know how long... finally ganesh and iky arrived.... did lots of thing (but mostly is others doing...=p i took photo instead... so i m the photograher) ard 2pm... suppose to be whole grp wants to hav lunch together... but end up only left with faddy, iky and myself.... so went to banquet.... hav lunch thr... aft that arcade.... then hub.... and lastly.... home...(=

grp photo... as i m the photographer... i m not in... )=

cutting pandan leaves if i m not wrong.... it is for to make enzemys(correct sp?)

faddy....

two hardworking guys....

another 2... sweeping the dry leaves

faddy and me! =p

Chaoxin.... sweeping.....

Tc... sweeping....

Weijie... sweeping.....

sweeping is the 1st thing we need to do when we reach thr....=p
hmmm... so end of post....

i think i will post pic during march holi... cause i realize that i hav lots i pic... that i hav nvr post it...=p

2009-02-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

great.... is all my fault now.... fine... mayb u mistaken miie.... but i also dun bother to explain to this unreasonable guy... i m very angry now.... few mins ago... i m still felt sry for u... thinking what i do will hurts u alot.... aft reading ur blog... i finally understand... wad i do is right!... even though it hurts u... u deserve it!... i m not going to type u stupid name here to dirty my blog... since thats the way u treat miie... u will get the same way back....
u really dun know much bout miie... and u say u like miie.... i feel that i m totally an idiot.... to think of how to reject u... so that u wont get hurt.... i rather myself getting hurt than u... getting myself so vexed for wad?... now i think all this are stupid!... i m such an idiot!... i treat u as friend... u take advantage of miie... i really hav enough!... ENOUGH is ENOUGH! dun blame miie frm changing my attitude towards u... coz this is wad u deserve!

is it that my character lets ppl easily get advantage of miie?? mayb i should change it... if being friendly to even the ppl u dun really like is letting ppl getting advantages of u.... I WILL CHANGE! coz i hav enough of ppl taking advantages of miie...

2009-02-07T21:02:00.002+08:00

haiz.... it just the starting of a new year.... and i dun hav a happy starting.... things have been bothering miie... till now.... i have lots of things to say it out... but at the same time.... these things seems to be cant be said.... so the only thing i can do is... try to solve it all by myself.... even it hurts miie alot... though it seems that there is someone thr for miie to share my problems with... but i dun hav the courage to say it out..... or mayb is that i....
my blog seems to be getting emo.... but i think also no one cares.... nvm.... i wish i could make my blog bit alive... less emo...

lately happy things that i can remember... i think that will only be... chinese new year and sec3 camp (2/2-4/2)... chinese new year... okok lar.... sec3 camp.... fun but tiring.... came back hm with muscle pain.... =p

but sad things thr's alot.... common test.... afraid that i will fail.... those bad feelings that i hate alot... but i cant 'clear' it away.... dun feel like writing anymore le.... is making miie feeling worst....

p.s. ppl ard... hav been changing.... i dun know whether is a gd or bad.... but.... (i dun know how to type my feeling out).....

2009-01-26T00:47:00.002+08:00

wa!... hav a damn full 'tuan yuan fan'.... first my family hav steamboat..... then follow by 'yu sheng'.... then due to my cousin bday.... we hav a bday cake!... hahaz!! damn full sia... aft eating.. damn sleepy... now also damn sleepy... need to slp soon le... wish anyone who visit my blog(i think no one visit...).... a... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2009-01-23T22:53:00.003+08:00

came to post sth on this dead blog.... lately din post anything coz all is unhappy wants... post also no use...
firstly.... have to wish january babies.... HAPPY BDAY!! that includes... Fadilah... Justin... Emily... Kasper.... Karesia.... and of coz myself.. =p (think this is the only happy thing happen...)

actually i hav nth to post sia... coz lately very vexed.... dun know what to do.... last year problems till this year haven end... and it seems to be more troublesome now... (for miie...) how i wish i can just forget bout what happen last year.... have a new start.... but till now... it seems that it wont happen.... toallly dun know what to do... thr's ppl telling miie not to think too much... but... the problem is that i cant make myself not to think that much... i even try to hide away frm it... but it seems that it didnt help.... coz it will just appear infront of miie.... even i want to hide away frm it... also no use.... have to face the fact even if i dun wan to.... i really dun what to do... just hope that time can take miie away frm this unhappy things soon...

i really thought that i have forgot bout you... but the fact is that i din... seeing u both together really hurts alot... i wan to hide away frm u both... but i cant... this year it seems that we are fate to be in same class....

2009-01-03T23:04:00.002+08:00

first day sch already sianz diao... sudden all rules so strict!! felt that is bit unreasonable.... aiya! dun know lar... din hav a happy starting of this year...
in sch okok lar... all cher change.... dun hav one is lyk teach b4 wan... bu xi guan... hahaz! =p

tmr is my bday!!!! hahaz!!! wish myself happy bday!! hahaz!.. ((= thx kenji... the first wan to giv miie bday greeting.... hahaz! =p i hav lots of bday wish sia.... hahaz! wad a...person i m.... =p errmm... wad is that call.... tan xin... eng is wad... i forget le.. =p

hahaz! i dun know wad i toking le... =p

ok then... end of post.... =p

2008-12-16T23:57:00.003+08:00

haiz... i really dun like this feeling... is making my whole day very down.... once i hav nth to do... i will just think bout it... mind is full of it!! arrgghhh! dun know what the hell happen with miie...

rubbish typing... just to vent out all my stupid feeling....
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haiz.... really dun know what to do le... ))= mayb i really like need some help frm Kasper?... i told him that i will ask him for help if i really i cnt handle... but... haiz...
nvm... i think i shouldnt... mayb i should like just continue handle by myself... till really i cnt tahan.... then i ask him for help ba...

2008-12-13T20:45:00.002+08:00

haiz... really down with fever le lar.... stupid lar....
hate it lar!... fever+cough=dieing le.... fever cause miie a back pain.... and cough cause miie has difficulty in breathing... stupid sia!!!
nth to say le lar....

end of post...=p

2008-12-13T00:52:00.002+08:00

arrggghhh! why? why? WHY????? why is that the feeling is coming back!!!! i hate it!! i tot it wont come back again!.. i tot i wont hav this troublesome feeling/thingy back again!! but why is it coming back again!!....
aaarrrggghhh! what can i do? i spend quite lots of time to overcome and forgetting it!!! but now is coming back again... i dun know whether i can do wad i did it again!..
haiz... i dun know wad to say le lar!!!! i hate it!!!!! i have lots of things to say/type it out... but.. i just dun know how to say/type it out...
why is it so ma fan!!!! stupid miie!!!!!
stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid!! idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot!!!

already down with the stupid cough and flu... (think having fever soon) and this stupid feeling come back again.... dun know whether i can handle it!!!

2008-12-07T20:42:00.002+08:00

this few days counted quite busy de lar... fri went back to sch pack books again.... frm morning to evening.... then yesterday was the day to let ppl collect bks.... frm morning till evening.... between got one time break lar.... for lunch de.... =p but aft lunch then start slacking le...=p coz ppl not that much le.... so slacker!!! =p
then today go for a meeting.... for christmas de....
tmr rest....
tues... the day for ppl to take books again... this time is for public... think will be even tiring and busy ba...

these few days lyk not enough slp lyk this lar.... slept for more than 12hrs still not enough!! sth wrong with my body... hahaz! =p

ok... end of post ba.... a quite mesy post again.... =p

2008-12-04T22:53:00.002+08:00

hmmm.... this week counted the busy wk!.. =p

01/12 Mon
6/1 class gathering!!!.... went to amk mrt station meet others... then we went to hub to hav lunch.... aft then take bus to east coast.... then play play play play.... then dinner.... then go hm... ok this is brief thing abt mon.... will post another post bout it with pics.... ((=

tues nvr do anything...

03/12 yesterday
went to sch and do the cip... keep bks.... keep keep keep.... the bks so damn dirty sia.... my face become so itchy!... stupid lar! =p so frm 1pm work till 5pm lor... =p

04/12 today
woke up @ 7+am today.... then meet faddy... reached sch @ ard 840am... then start working again... today work whole day... very tired.... now very sleepy... just now slp le... woke up... then now dun really can slp again... hahaz!

ok! end of post.... quite a messy post sia... =p

2008-11-26T17:01:00.002+08:00

post... post... post....
nth to post leh.... everyday at home... play com... nth to do lor...
in for 301... but wish to go 302.... m i doing the right decision? i dun know wad to do... haiz... dun know lar... very confusing... i dun think i can cope pure sci lar... but if i choose combine sci... is it the correct decision??? who can giv miie an ans.... ))=

2008-11-22T00:34:00.003+08:00

1. the person who tagged u is?
Vernita

2. your relationship with him/her is?
friend lor... ((=

3. your 5impression of him/her is?
errrmmm.... friendly? crazy? dun know le... =p

4. the most memorable thing he/she had for you?
errrmmmm.... dun know leh... =p

5. if he/she become ur lover, u will?
nth.... coz she is a gal... 4eva wont be my lover....

6. if he/she become ur lover, things he/she need to improve on?
dun know leh.... coz i dun know when in a relationship she is lyk how.... hahaz! =p

7. if he/she become ur enemy, how?
cant imagine.... my imagination sux... =p

8. what is it u want to tell him/her now?
errrmmmm.... thanks for tagging.... =p

9. your overall impression on him/her now?
friendly ba... ((=

10. how do u think ppl around u, will feel abt u?
errmm... dun know leh....

11. the characters of yourself u love are?
dun hav....

12. for ppl who cares and like u, say sth to them.
thx for caring and liking miie... hahaz! ((=

CHOOSE 10 PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED!! =p
1. Hazell
2. Weiping
3. Fadilah
4. Talia
5. Tianci
6. Kady
7. Muiping
8. Huiling
9. Jacinta
10. can i choose myself?! i hav no one to choose le....

13. who's no.6 having a relationship with? (kady)
errmm.... i dun know =p

14. if no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a gd thing? (muiping and miie)
surely no.... hahaz!

15. what is no.2 studying about? (weiping)
errm... everything taught in sch? eng, mtl, sci, math, lit, hist, geog?! hahaz! =p

16. when was the last time u chat with 3? (fadilah)
just now.... in the evening time...

17. what kind of music no.8 likes? (huling)
not sure.... chinese songs.... japanese songs..... eng songs?.....

18. does no.1 hav any siblings? (hazell)
yes...

19. will u woo no.3? (fadilah)
no...

20. how about no.7? (muiping)
nope....

21. is no.4 single? (talia)
think so...

22. what is the surname of no.5? (tianci)
anyone knows him will know... =p

23. what is the hobby of no.10? (miie)
i dun think i hav any hobby.... =p

24. do no.5 and no.9 get along well? (tianci, jacinta)
nope.... coz they dun even know each other....

25. where does no.9 live? (jacinta)
somewhr in s'pore...

26. what colour does no.4 like? (talia)
dun know... din get to know it...

27. what is no.10 doing now? (miie)
hmm... which is miie.... doing the quiz!!!!!! -_- hahaz! =p

ok... done! =p

2008-11-20T00:10:00.002+08:00

wow!... quite long nvr post le...
hmmm.... today went to help out with the gradution night.... so fun lor.... hahaz! but very tired sia.... my leg very pain....
all sec4s and sec5s dress till very handsome and pretty sia.... hahaz! ((=
Kasper's bro is like him lar... i mean somehow their character is lyk the same de..... no wander they are brothers.... hahaz!... =p
dun feel lyk writing anything bout japan....is lyk so long...
hmmm end of post?!.... quite tired de... mayb tmr then write more... ((=

2008-11-04T01:45:00.002+08:00

holiday started long ago.... actually not really that long... 2wks ago?... ya... think so...
and i played for ard 2wks of com.....
so.... tmr going to get report bk le... then aft that going on sch trip.... 630pm must reach airport.... sleeping (in?on? in ba...) in plane....
wont be in s'pore for 7days.... aft that come back to s'pore going to go find a part-time job... is at least better for miie than every day stay at hm and stare at the com & tv.... right?!....
hmm... quite a short post i guess... i feel like i m talking to myself....
guess is becoz i really hav no one to talk to.... even if thr is.... he/she is so busy.... so.... got=none.... mayb i should change my profile....
"This blog belongs to a gal which is friendless and being hated....' i guess... hey... think is not bad huh.... mayb someone see my blog thinking i m acting pity... but i want to tell that i'm not.... coz THIS IS WAD I M THINKING NOW AT THIS TIME THIS MOMENT!!! who knows mayb the next moment i will feel that i hav lots a friends ard miie....
hey anyone think that i hav mental problem?!do i seems to hav the syptoms(error in sp i guess... but cnt remember the right wan now....)?... i dun know.... mayb i m wrong... mayb i m right.... who knows.... only the god knows... hahaz! =p

hmmm.... guess my post will here now.... ((=
anyway...
WISH ALL THOSE PPL ARD MIIE..... HAVE A HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!
no matter u like or hate miie or not.... hahaz!! ((=
p.s.dont like miie...=p

2008-10-22T18:02:00.002+08:00

lately... u seems to be getting cold towards miie... talking to u lyk talking to air... do u hav to be lyk this... is it that u got visit my blog?? i think u got... coz u seems to like got change... i dun know lar... guess i m the only one think u change... i also dun know what i m saying... i jus dun lyk it... i dun lyk the way u treat miie.... can u jus dun 'dui wo zhe me leng dan'.... i think u know that i m talking bout u...
haiz.... dun know what to say le lar....

2008-10-19T17:38:00.002+08:00

hmmm.... EOY... finally over le... next tues going get back exam scripts le... so damn anxious sia... confirm all grade drop liao lar... dun know wth happen wif miie... haiz... standed position sure drop de... & i confirm die le.... STUPID MIIE!!!!! haiz... what a failure i m... ))=

somehow i realize i can forget abt him... but still not totally... should i be happy or should i be sad? happy that i finally can forget him??? sad that i still cnt totally forget abt him???

2008-09-28T18:44:00.002+08:00

I HAD ENOUGH!!!!... TOATALLY ENOUGH!!! EVERYBODY HAS HIS/HER LIMIT!... DUN MAKE MIIE VENT MY ANGER ON ANYONE!...

2008-09-17T20:26:00.002+08:00

woohoo!! today was so happy!.... immediately aft sch.. went to ms sin hm room... all the seniors were thr!(almost ba..)... hahaz!.. hmm.. watch/see? some photos... too bad i dun hav my spec wif miie... cant see clearly.... aft watching/seeing? the photos.... den we all went to drama room... to celebrate... today is a so-called farewell party for the sec4... Dexter(ex-president) gave a short 'speech'... den the sec4 cut the cake.... aft cutting... we sec2... do the servings!.. hahaz! the cake was cool.. hahaz! next time.. if i hav time i will post the pic of it... btw.. b4 cutting the cake.. we took a grp photo!!.. whole drama club!... the sec2 were doing the servings.. hahaz!.. hmm... aft serving... is our turn to hav cake... ((=...sit down enjoy my cake... hahaz!... den ms sin ask for a 'gathering'... everybody were ask to sit in one circle... den they present us the 'certificate' for our position... for this yr & next yr... President... Jinson... Vice-president... Hazell & Kady... Sec2 rep... Weiping... Logistic officer... Xuanyi... errm... thats all i remember.. hahaz! ((= aft presenting the 'certificate'... ms sin told us that we hav free time... & drama room will be closed @ 330pm... hahaz! today i was kanna di-xiao by Kasper.... not only him... Elvis(correct sp?) and another sec1 guy.. which i dun know how to sp his name! hahaz!... but it was fun! hahaz! actually not really di-xiao lar... hmm... dunknow how to say... but it was fun!! hahaz!..
hmm... drama ended ard 330pm... and then went hm wif Kasper... WeiPing... Hazell... Angela... Em... hahaz!.... @ the bus stop was funny lar.. hahaz!...
had a great time today!! woohoo!! ((=

2008-09-03T22:25:00.002+08:00

Junior.... I hate u!!!! hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u!! arrggghhh! i dun know wad are u thinking!!!! why the more i wan to giv up... the more i couldn't giv up.... WHY? why? why? why? why? why? why?!!! i wan to know wad u thinking.... tell miie plz... tell miie plz.... plz... plz... plz.... thrs alot of things i dun dare to ask u... tok to u.... coz i dun know wad u thinking.... u making miie afraid of u!!! arrgghhh! i dun know wad i thinking le lar!!!! AARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-24T18:23:00.002+08:00

it seems lyk u dun know miie at all.... mayb to u i m always a happy person is it? no emotion at all? mayb i shouldnt complain that much.... mayb that is u.. but can u care abt miie abit more... just abit more... dun let miie feel that u dun care abt miie...

why cant my life lyk those Taiwan dramas? why? m i complaining too much? mayb yes...
coz i hav no one to tok... actually there is 2 person i can tok to... but they are always busy... no chance to tok to dem...

i think someday i will explode... dun know when... but guess that day is near....

2008-08-22T17:57:00.002+08:00

is the 2nd day le.... i very scared.... how?
very scared!!! vey scared!!! very scared!!! are u hiding frm miie!? can u jus say it... dun hide frm miie.... is very the scary..... i cnt handle sth lyk this.... i scared i will end up crying.... coz i will think alot of things.... lately i think i m really very sensitive.... i dun know why... ever since i know u i think i hav become very sensitive... coz i dun can i believe in u... coz i totally dun know wad u are thinking.... i can only try to know.. & i will end up thinking alot of things.... can u jus straight forward de tell miie.... dun let miie guess....
i dun even think u know i m toking abt u....

m i being sensitive? i hav a bad feeling.... very bad wan.... ____ freaks miie out....
not only this... wad Karesia & Faddy say i dun think will come true... i think wad i say mayb will come true.... but if wad i say wan really come true... i dun think i can giv up.... mayb i really wish wad both of them say will come true... haiz....

2008-08-21T16:34:00.003+08:00

WHY IS IT THE ONLY SHOW I WATCH LE CAN MAKE MIIE LAUGH & FORGOT ABT EVERYTHING THAT I DUN WISH TO REMEMEBER IS ENDING!! WHY I HAVE THE FEELING THAT ALL HAPPY MEMORIES ARE GETTING FURTHER & FURTHER AWAY FRM MIIE!! WHY IS TI THAT LYK EVERYTHING IS AGAINST MIIE!

i wish i hav someone to tok to.... but always i wish to tok to "s0me0ne"... the "s0me0ne" is always not thr.... but when "s0me0ne" is thr... he/she make miie think my things are not big problem... and thrs no nid to tell her/him anything.... coz himself/herself also hav things to settle.... but i really wish i hav someone to tok to!!!

SAD MEMORIES ARE JUST STAYING & NOT GOING AWAY!!!! THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT! WHAT I WANT FOREVER WILL NOT COME TRUE... "SOMEONE" I REALLY WISH U ARE HERE NOW.... COZ I REALLY DUN KNOW WHAT TO DO! I JUST FEEL CRYING.... I DUN WHAT TO DO! CAN ANYONE TEACH MIIE!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-15T20:02:00.002+08:00

post post post post post post post post post post post post post post post post post post post....
hahaz! dun know wad to post leh... haiz.... tralala...... hahaz... nth to do... sianz.... today sch past very quite fast....

1st period... DA... haven complete the work bell ring le... sianz....

2nd period.... chinese... also quite fast end....

3rd period..... pe... dance... dance.. dance... dance lyk hell... dance till i no voice.. shout shout shout.... hahaz! but very fun... lyk the dance....

RECESS....

2period of math.... aft doing the work.... slack slack slack.... ms heng told us ghost stories today... hahaz! ((=

end of post ba... hahaz! nth to post le... sorry....

2008-08-10T17:32:00.008+08:00

very long nvr post le... dead blog le... many happy things happen but also lot of sad things happen... HAPPY THINGS... SPEECH DAY... PERFORMANCE @ VICTORIA THEATRE.... DRAMA CELEBRATION!!!!....
will post on those other day...
today feel lyk posting coz i feel lyk type it out... or think i going siao le....

lately got alot of things(not happy at all de...) coming at one shot & i think i m goin to become siao le if i dun find a place to "fa xie"....

MICHELLE!!! U ARE THE WORST PERSON I HAVE EVER SEEN... I
HATE U!! U ARE AN IDIOT!!!! TOTALLY AN IDIOT! IDIOT IDIOT
IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT!!! MOST IDIOTIC PERSON IN
THIS WORLD!!! AAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!! STUPID IDIOT!!!

MICHELLE!!! JUST ADMIT U ARE INVISIBLE TO "OTHERS"!!!
JUST ADMIT!!! & STOP PUSHING YOUSELF THR & HURT
YOURSELF!!! U ARE A FAILURE!! MOST STUPID PERSON IN THIS
WORLD IS YOU!!!!

MICHELLE!!! GIVE UP LE LAR !!!! GIVE UP ON EVERYTHING!! IN THE 1st PLACE U SHOULDN'T PUT SO MUCH
HOPE ON "IT"... SEE NOW U ARE HURT!!!! IDIOT GIVE UP!!!!
GIVE UP! GIVE UP! GIVE UP! STOP BEING AN IDIOT & GIVE
UP!

dun be surprise when u see miie crying....

why ever since this year started i have been crying le! happy things dosent last long.... while sad things last for so long!!!! why my brain just cant keep happy memories!!! ALL HAPPY MEMORIES ARE SO BLUR!! WHILE SAD MEMORISE ARE SO CLEAR! I HATE IT!!!

P.S. sorry for those who ask miie to relink.... find a time when i m free i will relink... sorry.... sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry

2008-06-30T19:07:00.002+08:00

AARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!! i jus felt better... now all come again!!!
AARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! id un know wad to do!!!! idiot!!!!! AAAARRRRRRRHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! goin to explode any time!!!
idiot!!!!!! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot!idiot! idiot!idot! idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot!!!

2008-06-30T15:53:00.009+08:00

idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiiot! idiot! idiot! idio! idiot! idiot! not my fault also scold miie! k lar! all my faults! no matter wad happen all my fault!!!! she dun do hmwk also my fault ok!... AARRRRRRRHHHHHH!!!!! i hate this feeling!!!! one problem not solved yet now another jus pop out!!! AAARRRRRHHHHH!!!! nvm.. this is not the 1st time le.... AAARRRHHHH!!!! i nid someone to tok to but i dun hv it now.... feel lyk crying... idiot!! idiot! idiot!! bndfijgnvukrtvuio53notv7ilt5hvngkursfudgct8norpt
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(red wan are rubbish!.. jus want to vent my anger & i dun know...!)

2008-06-29T20:20:00.008+08:00

today so fun! hahaz! ((=

faddy.. hardworking right?!... i din slack... i took pic to prove she is working.. hahaz!

miie & faddy... ((=

lollipop! miie & faddy again...

did faddy kiss miie?! hahaz!

2pic of miie.... 2pic of faddy....

faddy & miie! ((=

us again... ((= (lyk siao wan taking pics while walking ard amk central...)

our new friend?!.... hahaz!

faddy & miie!!! =D

3ugly miie..... i drop my lollipop at the dirty floor.... cry*))=

3 chio faddy.... hahaz!

2 both... 1 faddy... 1 miie....

4pics of us... nice ma?!... hahaz!

pointing at a chio gal?!.. hahaz! lollipop in mouth!

2008-06-26T22:00:00.002+08:00

1st time ever... 1st time i feel lyk crying & cried the least wan... sch reopen... so sianz.. hv to go sch le... but is better then i stay at hm everyday & face the com.. hahaz! at least go to sch i hv friends to accompany miie... & i wont think of those "unhealthy" things that make miie sad... make miie feel lyk crying... somehow i lyk sch now.. hahaz! wa! tmr fully packed leh... sch till 1245... den mayb goin to the pasarmalam... den meet old bean... den go back to sch again to hear the dun know wad tok.. hahaz... till quite late... hmm.. only a few days aft sch reopen... felt happy! ((= alots of fun things happened... hahaz!

a record of my mid-yr result....
subject... CA,SAmarks... combined mark... grade... (remarks for myself...)

English... 79,56... 61.8... B4... (stay....)
Math... 92,92... 92... A1... (stay as the same...)
Chinese... 88,71... 75.3... A1... (work harder on the marks...)
Science... 74,75... 74.8... A2... (strive for A1...)
Geog... 77,67... 69.5... B3... (if can strive for A2.. if cnt stay as B3....)
Hist... 82,41... 51.3.. C6... (strive for B4 or B3...)
Lit... 70,66... 67... B3... (if can strive for A2.. if cnt stay as B3..)
D&T... 85,70... 74.5... A2... (ok lor... term3&4 dun hv D&T.. hahaz! )

2008-06-16T00:22:00.002+08:00

dun know is it i m too sensitive... i treat "someone" as friend but "someone" treat me as enemy... so now??.... have to treat "someone" as friend or enemy????? i am so damn tired!!!! feel lyk giving up all things... i wan to go back to the past!... i want all the things back lyk last time.... i dun wan to know this "person"... aft knowing this "person" lyk my problems hav nvr stop b4.... arrgghh! i dun know wad m i typing.... not long i m going to delete this blog... i guess.... coz aft deleting it.. would let miie forget abt blog... u can say i m running away frm problems... (guess no one will be think abt tis ba,,, coz guess no one will be see this post...) but is true... i m running away.... not that i dun dare to face the problems.... but is that i face so many already... & i m really very tired of it le... only way i can choose now is to run away frm it... i dun wan anymore of this.... at first "someone" i to u would be the best friend i ever hav... but now i know i m wrong.... i dun know how many times i hv wrote this in mt blog le...but i m goin to say it again... i m also a human! dun expect me to know all wad u thinks... u say i dun care abt u... if i really dun care i abt u... i wont be so 烦 now!!! somehow feel lyk ending my life... hahaz! sound stupid right... but dun worry(guess no one will be worry ba... as i said.. dun think anyone will be reading this post....) i wont... coz i know is not worth... i wrote all this down jus to let miie vent my anger on sth... i dun nid anyone to agree wif it...

P.S: "someone" & "perosn" is different ppl....

IF anyone visit my blog.. i m sorry.... din post anything... very sorry!...

sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry

2008-05-28T17:59:00.002+08:00

today workshop so fun! hahaz! reach sch very early... ard 730... reach there none of yckss reach... sianz diao... walk ard... den went in tp mtl room... chat wif miss ng for awhile... den went outside sch gate to wait for Tianci & Karesia.... today workshop very hyper... or should i say today many ppl very hyper... forgot to have their medicnes... hahaz! took lots of photos today... next time den post... ((= hmmm... den aft the workshop... went to canteen with Karesia... waited for Huiling & Jonas... den did the poster.. till ard 155 den went to lib... to have the Cambodia meeting.... wa! reach there... seprated all the clothes,,,, adults clothes & children clthes... den grp discussion... plans for all the things... do till 4++ goin 5 den went hm with huiling....

ok... end of post... ((=

2008-05-27T19:34:00.002+08:00

today got back all the exam scripts.... marks all... ok lor... i PASS my math with very colourful marks.... i also FAIL my hist with colourful marks.... hahaz! ok... aft collecting all the scripts... went to the workshop... today so damn funny! i like this work shop.. coz is very funny! hahaz! aft workshop went home immediately nvr go anywhere... coz nid to go collect my passport.... hahaz! hmm... nth to post le... hv to end now... coz i haven complete Cambodia trip the hmwk... hahaz!

end of post.... ((=

2008-05-26T17:19:00.003+08:00

goin to post again.. some friends see my post le ask miie wad happen.. post back jus to tell them that i m alright.... so... GUYS I M FINE... & BACK TO POST... ((=

today got the drama workshop.... woke up at 6 den go bathe den slp back again... hahaz! slp till ard 645... woke up change to uni den off to sch!.... reach bus interchange waiting for 269.. infont of miie there is 2person.. while listening to my music i hv nth to do so look ard.... but when i turn back... i den realise i miss the bus! arrgghh! so damn angry.... there nth i can do jus hv to wait for another 269 lar... wa! the bus came very "fast" leh... ard three 261 pass le... 269 den come... ok den reach sch... went for the workshop.... aft workshop went to Karesia hse coz she nid to change... den went to amk hub... went to B2 coz Karesia wan buy the snawflakes?(dun know wad is the name of the food...) den went back to ground floor... outside mc to meet Weiping they all... coz they nid to buy sth for the Cambodia trip... when everyone(only 2.. hahaz!) arrive... went ot popular... to take a look at the ABC chart.. see how much it cost... due to Karesia nid to return her slippers to her younger sis.... Karesia & I went early.... went to the bus stop infront of popular... while walking there saw Kasper.... say 'hi' to him den walk to bus stop le... not long... when Karesia & I look at him... he take one big round & walk to the bus stop... at the bus stop... we tok to him... den Karesia ask for my phone.... i ask her why... she say she wan to see my 'stead' which is totally not true... she even show Kasper... (this is for Kasper... wad Karesia is totally not true!) den back to toking...Kasper thought Karesia is my sister.. & i was laughing lyk hell.. den he ask again is it that she sec1 coz she seems to be short.... & that cause miie to laugh even longer... hahaz! den Karesia was lyk a little angry... den 265 came.... den we say bye to Kasper...

ok... end of post!...

2008-05-23T18:42:00.003+08:00

tired... tired... really very tired...
tired not becoz today got alot of things to do but is tired of all the things happening ard miie... really very tired...
tired of all the things.. i wish i have someone to tok to... but...there is no one i can tok to.. thought playing, toking with friends can let miie relax... ya! true! some friends really make miie relax... but some are making miie more tired... worst thing is making miie more tired wan is more den those who i can play with... talk with...
somehow i realise sth... i should stop posting, visiting blogs.... not going say wad happen... but i guess i hv to stop everything(anything related to blog)... tis may be the last time i will be posting... thought talking to 'someone' make miie feel relax... ya.. somehow i did feel relax... but somehow i also feel that things are getting more & more difficult to handle as the time i talk to 'someone' getting longer & longer...
every someone in every post may be the same... may be not the same.... for those who you tink u know miie well... i can tell u.. u are wrong... (or mayb no one even care....)
have to say sorry for those who visit & tagg my blog... SORRY.... REALLY VERY SORRY... (or mayb no one will even want miie to say sorry)
true friends? are there really true friends? why i have a feeling there is no true friends ard miie? friends who talk back abt u are true friends? can anyone tell miie wad are true friends..?

2008-05-22T20:46:00.003+08:00

today last day of exam... very happy... aft exam went out wif Tianci, Faddy, Jiahong, Spencer, Matthew & Jerome..... at 1st is only Tianci, Faddy & Jiahong... but somehow... we also join Spencer, Matthew & jerome... den we went to buy movie tickets.... den hv lunch at mc... aft having lunch went to arcade(beside cinema)... play for awhile den went walk walk wif Faddy & Tianci... den went back to arcade find Matthew, Spencer & Jiahong... Faddy went to find them & end up playing... they played for awhile den times up... movie last ard one & a half hour... aft movie went to arcade(above popular)again... played for 1h++... den went hm... thx guys have a fun day today! ((=

though having lots of fun wif friends but somehow dun know why... the happy feeling is not my true feeling... is jus to act out.. let others not to worry abt miie(dun think anyone will worry abt miie.. not even you.. dun know why jus hv the feeling.. so dun ask miie anything)there laughing laughing but once that laughing feeling end... sad feeling jus come... dun know who to tell... no one i can say to... guess tis is/not the 1st time i m saying tis... somehow lately feel very tired... tired of everything... friendship, solving problems which they dun really wan to tell miie & expect miie to help... & all the things ard miie... somehow hv tis feeling to tell someone... 'since you dun treasure tis friendship... why dun jus let tis ship sinks... coz keeping tis ship to float is very tiring... & i m the only one doing it...'

2008-05-19T18:45:00.002+08:00

The meaning of sign CAPRICORN

Tenth sign of the zodiac Your element: Earth
Your ruling planet: Saturn Tarot card corresponding to your sign: The Devil
Your lucky color: Orange Your stone: AmberFrom your natural element

Earth you draw a certain taste for stability, which is a strong characteristic of your personality. Your personal Earth is an Earth that is still in preparation, an Earth that must defeat the obstacles of ice and cold. From Saturn, your ruling planet, you have quickly understood that you can't live more than one life at a time and that choices are necessary.You know the importance of stability and fidelity. You are a person of commitment. When you commit yourself, it is completely, with all your soul. You know how to be faithful when it's worth it.You also have the will to follow the path to which you have committed. You are capable of a great deal of devotion. You can give a lot to others. Your sensitivity is deep even though modesty occasionally tempts you to hide it.You have a temperament which can be described as introverted and secret, and even if you know how to let yourself go you often show much less than you actually feel. Sexuality has great symbolic value for you and is often a deep commitment rather than a passing fancy. You find absolute fulfillment in a complete and stable union as your entire character is made in this image: complete and stable. And all your qualities occasionally make you suffer when others don't respond to your attempts.You cannot abide falseness or the breaking of commitments, and you can suffer from them. In these situations you can let yourself go and, since you rely a great deal on yourself and don't like to make a public display of your feelings, this can create tensions which freeze you up. You are very sensitive and occasionally fragile. If everything is going well you believe that it will last, but if things are going badly you feel your world is coming apart. You fall from a great height, and no longer know what to do.Your relations to the other signs:You can get along with Capricorns, even though they don't always attract you. In fact you have a tendency to occasionally go towards those who can be the most difficult for you, particularly Geminis or Scorpios.You have qualities in common with Virgo, but there is also risk of tension. Tauruses can be very beneficial for you, if you know how to deal with them.This short, unassuming analysis can help you to better conduct your existence. To learn to know yourself better allows you to maximize your strengths and minimize your weaknesses.The people who succeed in life are often those who know consciously or unconsciously to how make the most of their talents, their advantages, and their strengths, while understanding how to maintain control over their weaknesses. (http://www.pasqualina.com/sff/Capricorn.asp?Diff=SFG)

Positive traits

Resolve
Generosity
Wishdom
Ambition
Superiority
Dependabilty

Negative traits

Stiffeness
Loneliness
Clumsiness
Epricureanism
Prestension
Self-doubt

The animal symbol applied to Capricorn is the goat. Unlike the dependent, creative and countrified Goat in the Chinese horoscope, the Capricornian mountain goat is a striver and a loner, an ambitious, deliberate achiever and an adorable person to know. It's true that Capricorns can be bossy and self-confident in the extreme. But probe a stiff-upper-lipped Capricorn and you'll find there lives under all that tension and apparent angularity a sentimental and warm-hearted darling.The way to handle Capricorns is to show them from the beginning that you are as strong and self-willed as they are. And should you not feel sufficiently strong and self-willed, you'd better pick on someone your own size. Capricorns prefer competition. The Capricorn subject is always either on top of the heap or moving-slowly but certainly-toward the summit of his field. Like tall evergreens, they withstand the snows and heat, the wind and rain. Capricorns are winter people. They can hold their heads higher longer than all the others and somehow never appear to be pushing.In general the Capricorn subject is as rigid in his body as in his high-minded principles. He may be good at games that demand corporal discipline, but in areas that call for supple smooth body movement, Capricorns are challenged. Capricorn children fall a lot. Capricorn adults are clumsy. You want to warn them, "Be careful. Watch where you're going. Take smaller steps. Slow down. Relax." It is of course impossible for Capricorn to relax. He is always on the qui vive, responsive to each new invitation to achieve.The Capricorn loves to entertain and adores food. He receives guests with a spirit of generosity in both the welcome he offers and the fare he prepares. Often, Capricorns make fantastic chefs and know how to cook the most complicated foods. Partly, this devotion to fine cuisine comes from the Capricorn's desire to please. But mostly the attention to food native to every Capricorn soul arises from pure joy in eating. Capricorn babies rarely have feeding problems. They chow down with gusto just about anything put within their reach.Success often comes to Capricorn because he was paying attention while everyone else was goofing off. But if, God forbid, he misses the boat -was not even goofing off and still fails-then the ordinarily well-arranged marbles inside the pretty Capricorn head begin to shift dangerously, and melancholy sets in. Capricorns hate failure.Capricorns are very conscious of the impression they make on others. They are allergic to vulgarity and bad manners. Society judges. Others of us may say, "What do I care for society? I am a free agent." Not your social-conscious Capricorn. If only for the sake of the gallery's approbation, Capricorn will conform.You can always count on Capricorns to come through in times of trouble or need. They are charitable to others and eager to assist those in difficulty or illness. Sometimes they are hard to reach emotionally and seem rather "pent-up" and stiff inside. But if you can break the hermetic barrier, you will be pleasantly surprised. Physical contact can be a bit on the bony side at first but the Capricorn's enthusiasm soon takes the edge off. (http://www.cutehoroscopes.com/friendster/index1.php?uid=22730280)

hahaz! too sianz liao.... ((=

2008-05-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

hahaz!((= change blogskin again.... coz today someone so called complain?! so i change lor... if that someone visit my blog... do tagg miie & say wad u think abt it... hope that person know he/she is.... hahaz! ok... today went for injection... not say pain lar.... aft injection den went hv lunch(mc donald) wif tianci, faddy & jiahong... due to some problem faddy left half way.... aft lunch wen to walk ard wif the 2guys... due to some problems again... jh left.. & only tianci & i left... so both us walk ard the hub lor... walk walk walk... saw so manuy ppl...hahaz! walk till 3+ den go hm le...

ok end of post... dun know wad to type le...

(p.s. somehow lately very tired... tired of everything... exams... friendship... & wadeva... haiz... wish tis can pass faster... but toking to someone make miie relax! ((= )

2008-05-13T16:57:00.002+08:00

sorry! say wan update yesterday wan... but really dun hv the mood... yesterday dun know why feel very sad....hahaz! (becoming emo? sure not!) no nid worry abt miie! i m perfectly fine... ((= today dun hv mood to post too... coz of an IDIOT! an IDIOT who make miie really very angry today... at 1st my day was a fun day... jus becoz of tis IDIOT! he/she spoilt my day!!! actually aft thinking guess i hv to relax.... dun jus becoz of tis STUPID IDIOT spoil my day.... (cool down... cool down...) sorry today really not in mood.... i will post nex time... ((= SORRY!

2008-05-11T21:30:00.002+08:00

tired.. tired... all post(fri, sat& today) will be done tmr... no getting slp le... sorry!! tmr lit exam.. wish i can pass lar... ((=

2008-05-05T20:25:00.003+08:00

hmm... funny day today! hahaz! reach sch at ard 7am... reach netball court saw Kasper... & he is early today! hahaz! den go canteen find Tianci.. gave him the neoprint.. chat for awhile... den go back to netball court.. so call on the way.. Kasper is there den i wan to scare him... he is not afraid at all lor... dramatic guy appear instead... so funny!!
assembly & bla bla bla... art time! do nth.... art mid-yr sure fail... hahaz! den i took out the paper walk ard class rm ask ppl to buy the keychain(for the cambodians)! hahaz! ((=
den hip-hop relief... nth to do..
finally recess time! go ard canteen finding ppl to buy keychain.. saw Kasper again... ask him to buy..hahaz! Kasper is really a cute & funny guy! hahaz!((=
aft recess eng... 4got wad happen..
drama.. relief again.. not very happy... haiz... dun wan to say lar...
aft sch.. meeting again.. (for the oversea cip thingy...) got form... suddenly so many ppl lor... hahaz!((=
aft that Faddy mayb alittle bu shuang lar(i dun no sure...) coz sth happen... is abt miie... hahaz!
went hm wif faddy, huiling & meiling..

end of day& post.. hahaz!((=

2008-05-03T21:01:00.004+08:00

woohoo! happy & fun day!! ((=

9am woke up watch tv show till 10... bathe time! hahaz! aft that den prepare myself... times up, walk out of hse... den meet Faddy at the bus interchange den walk to library.... wa! reach there.. sianz diao... no space to sit!!! all the tables occupied! not even one table!!!! NOT EVEN ONE! haiz... end up both of us sat down & using a so call sofar(correct spelling?) as a table... start doing math hmwk.. wa! anyone know how to do 2g?! do lyk siao also cnt find the ans.... ok.. ard 1++ ba... Tianci & Tianfu reach library.. Tianci dun hv sense of direction is it?! call him walk straight he dun know walk where.. must bring him to the place we sit... den he say is our fault.. nvm... i would say is the phone fault... so no one at FAULTS! hahaz!((= ok... 4got wad happen during that time...(HAHAZ!) ard 2pm ba, Jiahong came... he owe Faddy push-ups!! Jiahong reach not long den we go le... we go play arcade!! hahaz! on the way saw the gal Tianci always called her baby... but she is a toddler(correct spelling?)!dun know why Tianci lyk calling her baby.. but she is so damn cute!! hahaz! ok... den we dun know spend how long in the arcade... until miie & faddy(who hv not hv lunch) felt hungry.... den 5 of us went to mcdonald... reach mc.. wa! lyk in library(of coz more noisy).. no place to sit again! finally found one.. wan to find my wallet & buy sth to eat... den i realize... I LOST MY WALLET!! search the whole bag also dun hv... aft Faddy & Tianci knew i lost my wallet they say they will run back to the arcade see whether is still there... aft Tianfu & Jiahong back to seat.. i say i will also nid to go & find my wallet... so i also run(run+walk)back.. reach there i saw Tianci & Faddy at the 'counter' so i walk towards dem... den the cashier/shop owner?! ask miie wad is my wallet colour... wad i hv inside... & is there any words at the front of my wallet... & i m so lucky that my wallet is wif dem! wad a relieve... on the way back so funny... Tianci & Faddy tok abt how they run frm mc back to arcade... hahaz! & Tianci sweat lyk hell... hahaz! btw... FADDY, TIANCI THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! MUACKS! HAHAZ!((= ok... back to post.. back to mc went to buy food... aft that went to take neoprints... reach amk hub, take the lift to 4th floor.. Tianci so funny!! he wan to open the door... to open the door u should pull it.. but he tot is push.. so he said"open sescermi(correct spelling?)"while he is goin to kick the door.. but the door din open... den Tianfu say is pull not push... den everybody laugh lyk hell... hahaz! ok reach there took neoprint... sth happen b4 that but i dun know how to say.. hahaz! neoprint is out aft that we went to play arcade again... basketball.. dun know play how many times... hahaz! aft that thinking of playing the racing car wan... but is only enough for the guys to play... den Faddy went hm coz is quite late... when i reach hm.. hv my dinner.. while enjoying using the com, my aunt came! she bought a new camera for my parents and i was ask to learn how to use it...

ok end of post! NOW IS NEOPRINTS TIME!

(i may buying a notebook for myself.... hahaz! ((=)

2008-05-02T22:53:00.005+08:00

wow! today there is some pics will be post! ((=

Wednesday
wrote in previous post.... now is to post pics!

Talia & Karesia =p

Miie & Sokkhing ((=

Apple & I!!! hahaz((=

Talia & I!! =p

Thursday
Jiahong's bday.... so call went out wif dem(dem= Tianci,Talia & Jiahong).... watch movie... forbiddien(correct spelling?) kingdom... very funny!! hahaz! ok.. aft movie Talia go le... coz she say she has sth on...church thingy... den only left Tianci, Jiahong & I... we went to play arcade for awhile den took neo prints... aft that go pasamalam(correct spelling?) walk awhile den go hm le.... hahaz! pics time! neo prints we took!

Today
ENG Mid-year!!! SURE FAIL! dun know how to do sia... so difficult expecially the compre!! compo i also scare... i m afraid that i m out of topic.... haiz... HATE ENGLISH LAR! aft paper1&2 go hv luch wif apple,hazell & faddy.... aft that apple & i go for the oversea cip thingy... faddy accompany us.... hv some briefing den do some poster.... frm 2+ until 4++ ba... den go hm lor... wif apple.. hahaz!

end of post! 3days in one post! actually not much pics is it?! hahaz!((=

2008-04-30T21:35:00.002+08:00

woohoo! today get the prize for amazing race! at 1st i was lyk at the top of bukit timah hill, but when 202 open the prize.... suddenly i felt i was at the underground mrt station.... (hahaz! c how i "express" my feeling... nice right?! hahaz!=p)

today aft sch went to hear the briefing on the oversea cip thingy.... so cool!!! i wan to go!!! i wan to go!!!! is in june holidays!

aft briefing went hm immediately! coz going to pasamalam(correct spelling?) wif talia! hahaz! i was late.... hahaz! sry talia! den walk ard hub for awhile only.... REALLY AWHILE ONLY!!! den to pasamalam le..... so hot sia.... i became a machine that produce lots of sweat.... HAHAZ! ((= den walk here walk there.... leg very pain but still walk! walk until 5+ ba... den go meet Karesia.... meet here liao go back to pasamalam again to buy drink.... ouhya! b4 meet Karesia.... Talia & i went to arcade... den talia wan to catch the....(errm.. i 4got le...) she waste $3 on it & aft that she became a mad gal!!! ok.... back to aft meeting Karesia den buy drinks... aft that at 1st thinking goin to Talia's hse end up we "playing" in/on/at? the playground... hahaz! not long... saw WEIPING & SOKKHING! hahaz! den chat chat chat.... play play play.... lie lie lie... den go hm le.... hahaz!
END OF MY POST! C WAD A GOOD POST I WROTE!!! HAHAZ!

2008-04-29T15:21:00.002+08:00

post! post! post! done wif my post! hahaz!((= jkjk....

hmmm.... today mtl exam(MID-YR)... counted ok lar... compo dun know wad i writing.... paper2 still can handle lar.... thats all for today....

yesterday.....
sianz day? study study study.... thats all((= ouhya! aft sch stay for awhile.... jus to c how tallie look lyk when she wear heels... nice lor! but she very bad! she dun let miie take photo of her! ))= thats all.....

sunday.....
today a so call family gathering?! went to chinatown the "yam cha" to hv delights.... quite nice... i lyk the porriage.... hahaz!

ok end of post.... (so sianz right... i know that...) hahaz!((=

2008-04-24T21:06:00.002+08:00

hmm... came to post... but dun know write wad... but if i dun post that cry baby will nagg again....

Congrats Chipmunks! 11:6..... 104 not bad too... jia you! hahaz! ((=

end of post?! really nth to post le.....

2008-04-22T21:09:00.004+08:00

wad the.... J.bearbear being scold by someone... idiot lar that someone.... u bad mood, bad mood lar.... scold J.bearbear for wad!! MORON!

fine... 4got abt that idiotic person.... hope J.bearbear wont mind.... but i think J.bearbear wont mind wan coz J.bearbear is quite happy-go-lucky!!! hahaz! ((=

hmm.... today class very quiet coz spencer & jerome nvr come... hist class slp le.... eng... ms ng nvr come again... but giv us another comprehension..... aft sch stay back to watch netball match.. thats all end of my day.... ((=

[p.s. Guai baby & Cry baby i sure will take ur photo!!! hahaz!((=]

2008-04-21T19:24:00.004+08:00

hmm.... today quite happy!!
1st period, art: very sianz..... tok abt mid-yr....
2nd & 3rd period, hip-hip: learn new moves again....
RECESS.....
5th period, relief: at 1st very sianz... must do the comprehsion.... but i end up taking photos!! kept taking photos of jiahong & tianci... they kept hiding here hiding there... hahaz! ((=
6th & 7th period, drama: today the instuctor nvr come change another instructor... keep laughing & laughing all thx to winfred keep making us laugh....
last period, tc: sianz wan... mr tie make some "annocment" den giv out the sch newspaper.... & he let us off early....
aft sch: went hm immediately... coz nth to do.... on the way saw jiahong a 'scary cat'?! hahaz!
(tianci, jiahong i wont post the photos i took now.... but one day when i hv nth to post i will post it!! hahaz!!! =p)

NEST TOPIC........
woohoo! my parents came back frm taiwan & i got presents!!! yipee!! ((=

one nike bag....

key chains.....

hp acceseries(correct spelling???)

necklace.....

stickers....

a grp photo... hahaz!((=

2008-04-19T22:29:00.002+08:00

ok... today is a boring day.... i stay at hm for the whole day... woke up at 9+ coz of tuition... but ard 950 my tuion cher sms miie & say tuition is cancel.... den i hv nth to do den on com & search for videos to watch lor.... ok i really hv nth to at hm.... my sis went out wif her friends, my bro went out wif his friends.... my granny & maid went to my uncle's hse... & i m the only wan left at hm... so sianz lor... i m posting coz i promise 'someone' that i will try to post everyday.... ok.... end of post coz really dun know wad to type le... ((=

2008-04-18T23:49:00.002+08:00

finally change blogskin!!! change to death note wan.... nice?? if can giv comments hor.... ouhya! hv to thx jiahong for helping miie... thank you((= hahaz! today sch hv the amazing race to celebrate friendship day & coming olympic....(olympic is guess wan hor...) go each station answering some question den play games... i enjoy myself very much very fun... today time pass fast.... ZOOM!! recess time... (but recess lyk very long), den eng again... ZOOM!! math tym! do class test... VERY EASY WAN!! coz is NT/NA math(no offence to NT&NA) forgot is which stream le... hahaz! during that time test not lyk test lor.... everybody at there joking & ms heng is the wan who start it 1st! laugh laugh laugh..... whole period laughing.... den aft sch go amk centre+hub wif faddy.... wa! saw kasper lots of time... keep saying hi & bye to him... hahaz! den we go mc hv lunch.... aft that faddy when to buy some curry puffs & we saw king-kong.... saw him & faddy's junior(which i 4got the name) den we started chatting... 4got chat wad le... lots of rubbish i guess....hahaz! ok i think that si my day... nth else to say le.... ((=

2008-04-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

sorry guys.... i know visiting my blog is very sianz de... coz i nvr update my blog.... but i really hv nth to post... even wad i wan to post is not allow in tis blog.... sorry.... tis blog is goin to becum a dead blog soon i guess...... probably lately many things happen to miie... i dun know how to say lar.... but i m sure that i m alright wif all the things.... i still can handle 'them'(i think....)
arrgghh!! i dun know wad to say le lar.... lately i felt something went wrong wif miie... dun know wad thing but something seems to went wrong wif it... how i wish i m still in pri sch.... nth to worry abt... everyday just go sch study & play wif friends.... how i wish time can "dao liu".....

(trying to think of sth happy to post......)

sorry post will enf here..... cant think of anythign for now & i m tired.... dun know wad went wrong wif miie... lately i m very tired.... even though i hv enough slp but i still feel lyk slping... haiz.....

2008-03-31T21:04:00.002+08:00

hmm... early in the morning 5+ wake up le... i siao rite? hahaz!ok nvm... 5++ wake reach sku ard 610 ba... reach there meet KAresia 1st then together go to AVA rm & meet Tianci & ms ng... ard 655 goin 7 finally every here.... then 2E4 also here le... SO DAMN NOISY! esp winfred & reroy(hope i nvr spell their name wrongly) dian & others taking pledge then both them shout here shout there so noisy! Tianci shouted! 1st tym c him so angry leh... but not tt scary... hahaz! ok "drama" well done... lazy write abt it. Hahaz! ok aft sku my nightmares came! I m goin to KILL someone!! until now i m still thinking abt it!! c huh 5+ wake up le... until now still not tired! jus becoz of this... haiz.... ok. nth to post le... next time the post the "drama" 's photo! ((=

2008-03-23T16:10:00.001+08:00

Ti Amo — 炎亚纶、刘力扬

纶：虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

扬：Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

合：Sa la he And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎

2008-03-23T01:32:00.002+08:00

吴克群_为你写诗

爱情是一种怪事我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字

爱情是一种怪事你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事我在你心里什么位子
为你我做了太多的傻事第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字

为你写诗为你静止为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说最美的是你的名字

我什么都能忘记但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记但唯一不忘的是你的样子
我什么都能忘记但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记但唯一不忘的是你的样子

HAPPY LAST DAY......... OF SCH!!!

2008-03-07T21:45:00.005+08:00

hmmm.... a quite happy day today. finally aft so many days((=
1st part of my day aft sku......
today mummy went to see mr tie is better then i expected it last abt 10min oni. aft tt i call kd & she was surprised tt mine was so fast coz her lasted 1h or more i dunnoe! hahaz! my parents didnt scold miie lar they jus nagg..... "u hv to read more bks inorder to improve ur eng" & blablabla but if wan miie to read eng mus be interesting wan lar. to miie most eng bks is so sianz.... ok aft the meeting mr tie i hv been in canteen for errr.... 1++ goin 2?? dunnoe wad to do!! but at 1st i hv my lunch then chat wif kd then justin came lyk copying some notes. then i dunnoe wad to do so read the cindereella story change here change there. ok then done but then realize oni pass 20++ min still got lots of time do wad????!!! took the sketch book colour here coulour there & time pass fast! is 250!! time to meet tian ci le. went up saw he very guai there doin hmwk. frm there then knew he had been there since aft sku! aiya! if i noe he is there i dun nid to spend the time myself le... i was so sianz lor. nvm then not long Iky came wif galvin & dillion. ok frm there then i knew tt galvin & dillion was tt "prevert". time past there coz the guys where tokin & jk & i was there laughin & usin paper hitting dem. so fun!! until 4++(i gues) galvin & dillion went hm oni miie, tianci & iky left. we were there jk while doin the changin of the story. finally done nth to do. then CHATTING STARTS!!! Tianci came out an idea of dunnoe wad faint for 2sec or wadeva. he ask iky to play but iky refuse but iky dun wan. but in the end iky still join the game but tianci is the wan goin to faint. ok i dunnoe wad he had done coz i was totally blur & i was called to stand beside tianci in order to hold him when he fall. i dunnoe wad he do then he stand up then iky push tianci towards the wall hardly (the distance b/w tianci & wall at the startin was 1cm? or even shorter) then few sec ltr(less then 60sec? mayb) tianci faint & he scare miie coz i was watchin wad are they doin then he suddenly faint but he woke up very fast coz his head hit against my knee when i try to hold on to him! hahaz!((= so funny! aft tis game end not long kd finally came back! i dunnoe wad happen to her. she said wad took bus then wrong stop which is at a very far place frm sku or wadeva & she walk back to sku coz em ez-link no $$ liao. then chat wif tianci & play wif him then ard 5 he went hm & em follow. well... iky aso went hm wif her mum aft meetin mr tie.

ok 2nd part of my day.....
finally 515pm le.... went to hall coz hazell told us to meet miss wong there,,,,, then i tink kd receive sms frm jaline tt miss wong was athe 1st floor so we went down. saw jaline satnding there.. so lonely.... coz she is waiting for hazell. a conversation starts?

KD: can we find a place & sit?

Jaline: sit where? sit on the floor???

miie: hahaz!!! ((=

KD: sit at the piano tt chair

so we walk there. miie & kd sit down then start playin the piano i was playin rubbish while kd try to play a song. FINALLY hazell arrived..... so try to stop kd playing i clase the piano cover over her hand. a war started....???

mich: "close"

hazell; "open"

mich"close" aiya close nvm wan lar,,,,,

hazell: "open" (4got wad she sae le)

KD: hazell nvm it wont hurt my hand,

war lasted 1to 3min?? end......

went up to 2nd floor wait outside the hall for miss wong... finally she came & she kidnap kd's new toy.... then 4 of us were divided into 2grps wad we are goin to do was to ask the student & parents to sign so the chers noe whose parents came & hu nvr come. so miie & kd incharge of 411,412,413,511& 512 while hazell & jaline incharge of 401,402,403& 404. 1h++ pass all parents are in hall then we get to rest while the parents & "seniors" listen wad mr gopal & other ppl hu i dunnoe goin to say. theer were some seniors wif us & we were there happily chatting but while we hcattin we still hv beware coz some parents were late so chat aft some tym parents & their child will appear... but we enjoy doin tt!! ((= dunnoe past how long 730pm le... finally done wif their tokin parents & "seniors" are 'sent to the rm they goin to. & we are their "tour guide" on the way met ms heng & was there chattin happily wif her! hahaz! ok aft sendin them to the rm... OUR JOBS IS DONE!!! but i wish to stay longer coz i dun feel lyk goin hm coz i enjoy myself! hahaz! then walk outside gate saw thw seniors chat wif them & ask whether can go hm together or not while waiting for someone to drive her hm..... wait for such a long tym aso haven cum so i say i wan to go TOILET!! the senior came in & find miie(sry forgot ur name although u remmeber my name so clearly ((=) then we walk together when i was abt to cross the road mummy's car appear & i said sry & byebye to her & been sent hm by the car!! (save my bus card money... hahaz! ((=)

end of my day....... posting,watch video & den SLP!!!!
p.s. gd lucks for the reults to all the seniors i noe!! ((=

2008-03-04T21:31:00.003+08:00

tis is the worst day i ever hv. i fail 2subjects! but i dun understand which 2 i failed. i knew one of it is geog but i dun which is the 2nd wan. when i receive the white form i feel lyk cryin! i dun hv the courage to giv the form to my parents. i dunnoe wad to do... i dun lyk tis feeling tis feelin is makin miie cry.... i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! I HATE IT!!!

2008-02-24T21:57:00.004+08:00

today went to dim sum dollies concert. is very funny & interest although sometimes i dun understand wad are they tokin abt. ppl laugh i jus follow them laugh. or shld i say tt i didn pay much attention on the concert?? but the ending i really enjoy myself very much.

2008-02-17T13:05:00.001+08:00

2008-02-17T12:16:00.003+08:00

2008-02-05T20:06:00.000+08:00

2008-02-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

i hv post all the lyrics of my blog songs!! scroll down & check!! todae i very "suway" i c geog as 1st period then nvr wear pe attire & for the whole period i m wearin my uni for pe!! is so damn hot!! aft pe my whole back is wet!! totally!! totally!! IDIOTIC!! arrgghh!!! ouhya!! 5566 is cuming to j8 tis sun!! i wan to go! i wan to go! but if nobody goin to go wif miie i rather dun go. ouhya! & aso i will sure fail my geog ct le... i concentrade on my hist so much tt i totally 4got abt geog! al questions i noe wad to rite but all the ans lyk jus disapper in my brain! nth came out!! suyre get scoldin liao... dun nid cry at tt tym i now already feel lyk crying. coz i sure now wad my parents going to sae. "EVERYDAY SIT INFRONT OF THE COM & WATCH VIDEOS NVR STUDY!!!" )': i study tt tym they didnt see it. oni noe how to scold miie. if i nvr study y i get gd result for my math & aso my chinese. i m oni weak at other subjects but it dosent mean i dun study! MY PARENT DUN UNDERSTAND MIIE!! IDIOTIC!! IDIOTIC!! VERY IDIOTIC!! i hate adults coz u all are ALWAYS UNREASONABLE!!!

2008-02-01T21:53:00.000+08:00

漫游中国
歌手：5566

* 一起和脚下这片土地谈恋爱湖光山色争奇斗艳用不完的浪漫
一起和嘴里这些美食谈恋爱东南西北酸甜苦辣永远的新鲜感
一起和五千年的历史谈恋爱宇宙洪荒遥远未来
一边感动一边精彩一边感动一边精彩

你问我爱你有多深黄河代表我的心为了证明勇敢在珠穆朗玛脚下转个圈
为了证明浪漫在西湖断桥上扮演许仙要向往做侠侣我们就去华山论剑
要风轻云淡大理古镇是新的桃花源你问我思念有多长它和长城一样长
秦始皇够威风从秦朝派来一票兵马俑松赞干布多情送给文成公主布达拉宫
流浪僧人凿出莫高窟沉默巨龙就在金壁辉煌紫禁城中

** 漫游漫游漫游我们慢慢的游就要浪漫的走一走
十三亿茫茫人海之中我们能够相遇这缘分已经足够
慢呦慢呦慢呦我们慢慢的呦动作太慢刚刚牵手
九百六十万平方公里走到哪里才能把你抱进我的怀里头

你问我热情有多热火锅代表我的心饭前要多浪漫去天涯海角吃海南鸡饭
要绅士淑女上海菜绝对够精致要做豪放派一斤二锅头一口气要喝干
你问我心动有多快它比变脸还要快你要听r b 还不如跟我去听听京剧
你喜欢看越狱那功夫怎么比得上少林跑车都开腻赛龙舟才更过瘾
写再多简讯不如学王羲之练练毛笔

repeat **

repeat *

你问我思念有多长它和长城一样长秦始皇够威风从秦朝派来一票兵马俑
松赞干布多情送给文成公主布达拉宫流浪僧人凿出莫高窟
沉默巨龙就在金壁辉煌紫禁城中

repeat **

2008-02-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

哪里怕
歌手：棒棒堂

lollipop胆量比谁都大伙伴在身旁哪里怕
纽约东京北极埃及勇气零时差

lollipop决心比谁都大用生命探索哪里怕
汗水泪水不停蒸发梦想在眼前发着光

虽然我不是super lucky 能够看的透所有的道理
但是我拥有无比的热情去追求未知真理

哥哥和爸爸保卫着国家挺立着肩膀真是够伟大
而我却立志当个探险家踏遍世界的阳光

* 不一样的节奏(lollipop的精神从不害怕犯错) 不一样的承诺(lollipop的精神从不失去自我)
不一样的我真实的感动(lollipop的精神从不放弃追求)
撼动着我不懦弱(lollipop的精神 lollipop~哟~哪里怕~哪里怕)

lollipop梦想比谁都大失败不退缩哪里怕
冒险犯难勇往直前傻瓜哲学家

lollipop心脏比谁都大就算天塌下来都不怕
奋战到底相信自己梦想在眼前发着光

跟我一起疯狂全年都不打烊把所有梦想都放在自己手上
快乐要分享难过要收藏嘿真朋友就是不一样

责任在肩上帅气不能隐藏虽然不够杀但是不能太瞎
人生有时候要奋力一搏不管未来会怎样

repeat *

今天就要一起出发体验世界的变化在太阳升起的灿烂梦想天堂
充满无限希望拿掉虚假伪装纯真是种力量
躲在心里深处藏在某个地方我从不曾遗忘

lollipop梦想比谁都大失败不退缩哪里怕
冒险犯难勇往直前傻瓜哲学家

lollipop心脏比谁都大就算天塌下来都不怕
奋战到底相信自己梦想在眼前发着光

lollipop胆量比谁都大伙伴在身旁哪里怕
纽约东京北极埃及勇气零时差

lollipop决心比谁都大用生命探索哪里怕
汗水泪水不停蒸发梦想在眼前发着光

2008-02-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

青鸟
歌手：5566

清晨的花陪微风在聊天你像婴儿还在静静地沉睡
曙光沿着树叶滑过了屋檐一瞬间就点亮了整个世界

青鸟啊往前飞从人间到天边
歌颂爱和永远我也从不留恋
只放你在心间从今天到无限
我们牵手写下感谢

薄雾散去露水装饰着新鲜我像蝴蝶黏着窗前的玫瑰
房间都是你身上的香味每次呼吸都让人那么沉醉

青鸟啊往前飞从人间到天边
歌颂爱和永远我也从不留恋
只放你在心间从今天到无限
我们牵手写下感谢

但愿每一场爱情都灿烂都甜美
世界不再有心碎

青鸟啊往前飞从人间到天边
歌颂爱和永远我也从不留恋
只放你在心间从今天到无限
我们牵手写下感谢我们牵手写下感谢

2008-02-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

Make Me A Fool
歌手：棒棒堂

请你听听这是我想念的声音如果你还记得那年的冬季
那件大衣口袋的温暖甜蜜有我们握爱的手心

计算不出曾经拥抱你的距离也许我把自己想的太聪明
原来爱情需要一点点的空气天下着雨有人还等着天放晴

you make me a fool 我承认我对爱情有点顽固
那是因为我很在乎你仰角看我哭
难道你就这样退出

you make me a fool 我假装看不见你给的答覆
对我来说都不算数幸福早已迷路
不知不觉我没退路傻的辛苦

计算不出曾经拥抱你的距离也许我把自己想的太聪明
原来爱情需要一点点的空气天下着雨有人还等着天放晴

you make me a fool 我承认我对爱情有点顽固
那是因为我很在乎你仰角看我哭
难道你就这样退出

you make me a fool 我假装看不见你给的答覆
对我来说都不算数幸福早已迷路
不知不觉我没退路傻的辛苦

你可说我傻的可以你可说我还没放弃
想念会让人期待着奇迹

you make me a fool 我承认我对爱情有点顽固
那是因为我很在乎你仰角看我哭
难道你就这样退出

you make me a fool 我假装看不见你给的答覆
对我来说都不算数幸福早已迷路
不知不觉我没退路傻的辛苦

2008-02-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

心如刀割
歌手:王仁甫孙协志

两个人站在门口女的说别再回头
握着拳男的说请你别走就这样故事正要走到尽头

谁的心飘在空中你再也不想多说
擦去泪我没有一点保留天知道可否能有任何请求

即使我的心如刀割你已不再爱我
任凭我这么痛你却无动于衷
我就快要发疯我的爱已失控 oh no
无可救药的我只能忍着痛

你已经不再爱我连话都不想多说
看着你我比谁都还难过希望他可以给你更多更多

即使我的心如刀割你已不再爱我
任凭我这么痛你却无动于衷
我就快要发疯我的爱已失控 oh no
无可救药的我只能忍着痛

即使我的心如刀割你已不再爱我
任凭我这么痛你却无动于衷
我就快要发疯我的爱已失控 oh no
束手无策的我只能低下头悔不当初的我不愿意放手

2008-02-01T20:40:00.000+08:00

误会大啦
歌手：王绍伟许孟哲

Jason要去哪里搅合在家我已经闷了太久
待会有什么搞头麻烦记得call我

一切还不都same old same old 但是我最近有了女友
三天前开始热恋以后一直无法入梦

她一定hot hot 超过你想象照片借把把让你品香
她正在发烫酒红的头发看完再来点品价
Wo整个夸张怎么会这样长得一模样怎会是她
误会可大啦难道说她名字叫做Selina

纸包不了火的那种挣扎原来我们巧到刚好一样
角色立场开始就要荒唐心里只有XXX
我的鱼被你的鱼钩钓上不问清楚你就送入嘴巴
这样的鸟事太过轰炸我们还是兄弟吗

我是真的太过失望无法再和你继续对话
要我试着宽容遗忘是你痴心妄想
为何你就是不肯原谅了解事件的最后真相
难得你和我兄弟一场就让时间淡忘

She's a liar 我们都太傻没想到我们本是一双
你和我一样 Buddy Buddy 很棒
但当表兄弟就太瞎会不会太巧我们都碰上
红发的女孩迷上了她误会可大啦
难道说她名字也是elina

你爱上了我也爱上的她当然搞得我们无话可讲
这样的局面实在太僵谁要放弃谁要抢
我的鱼被你的鱼钩钓上不问清楚你就送入嘴巴
这样的鸟事太过轰炸我们还是兄弟吗

我们闹了个天大的笑话怎么糊里糊涂驴子当马
Elina 不等于Se selina 我的天啊 Oh my God
一样的红发一样的香一样让人盲目对她投降
这样事情实在太过几扎凡事不能凭外貌
我们闹了个天大的笑话怎么糊里糊涂驴子当马
Elina 不等于Se selina 我的天啊 Oh my God
中间的误差实在是太大怎么事情会演变成这样
这样的事情实在太过几扎我们的爱闹双胞

2008-02-01T20:39:00.000+08:00

5566---青鸟MV

2008-01-30T18:10:00.000+08:00

saw "someone" todae. it seems lyk "someone" is not happy. try to make "someone" happy but fail... haiz..))= wan to ask "someone" wad happen but dun dare leh... for dunoe wad reason dun dare to ask... ))=

2008-01-25T17:32:00.000+08:00

hmm... i hv not post for a very long tym... tis tym i post i jus want to ask those ppl hu hv visit my blog & help miie ans. wad are friends? someone hu wants u to noe them well but they dunoe u at all?? someone hu wants u to noe how they feel & think wheneva u tok but they dunoe how u tink & feel?? or in this world there is no true friends at all?? no one ard u u can treat it as friends? always i sae sth i hv to think how u guys feel but hv all of u eva think how i feel when u all sae some words & those words hurts miie? u guys sae the words i sae hurt someone's feeling. what abt miie? i hv no feeling is it? probably u guys treat them as friends but what abt miie? i treat u all as friends & hv u all eva treat the same way? wad eva i sae & do is wrong then what is the point askin miie do & askin my opinion? jus wan miie to walk ard?! u guys are lazy to do it? i really dun understand. sometyms i even ask myself can i put my trust on them? or is it jus tt u becum older & older, those friendship thingy becum more & more complicated? or shld i sae my friends dun understand miie is a small thing coz even my family aso dun understand miie. they dun noe wad i lyk, wad i feel & wad i tink. they tot tt they noe miie well... is tis the same way my friends treat miie? i hv totally no idea...
p.s. i tink nobody will ans miie coz tis had became a dead blog.... if i m so lucky tt someone visit & read my post giv miie the ans by taggin in my cbox.

2008-01-15T19:21:00.000+08:00

2008-01-14T18:17:00.000+08:00

2008-01-12T15:48:00.000+08:00

2008-01-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

is abt 1h++ past since i wrote the 1st post. but now it let miie tink tt ihate my bdae. & all thx to my idiotic sis, she make miie cry on my bdae & make miie sad... actually the whole dae i was so happy... in sku got the enrichment(i m not sure wif the spelling)list & 2periods in relief rm , aft sku go out wif kd, mel & talia! cum hm hv pizza as dinner... but all tis thing suddenly disapper... i really hv to 'thx' my 'smart' sis... tis is the worst bdae i ever had!!

2008-01-04T19:15:00.000+08:00

todae is my bdae!! HAPPY BDAE to miie!! hahaz ((= thx for all the greetings & presents. Thank u faddy for the 'vase' & my parents for the PIZZA!! i m so damn full... hmm.. actually nth much happen todae.. ok end of post ((=

2008-01-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... 2 daes to my bdae. i hv feeling tt it seems to be a bad bdae... dun ask miie y, i aso dun noe. todae 1st dae of sku 2 new friends in our class. 1 gal & 1 boy, Yube & Juvy. both are frm china. ok... nth to sae liao. end of post!