Sunday, August 24, 2008
it seems lyk u dun know miie at all.... mayb to u i m always a happy person is it? no emotion at all? mayb i shouldnt complain that much.... mayb that is u.. but can u care abt miie abit more... just abit more... dun let miie feel that u dun care abt miie...
why cant my life lyk those Taiwan dramas? why? m i complaining too much? mayb yes...
coz i hav no one to tok... actually there is 2 person i can tok to... but they are always busy... no chance to tok to dem...
i think someday i will explode... dun know when... but guess that day is near....
Its just me and you <3 .
6:23 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
is the 2nd day le.... i very scared.... how?
very scared!!! vey scared!!! very scared!!! are u hiding frm miie!? can u jus say it... dun hide frm miie.... is very the scary..... i cnt handle sth lyk this.... i scared i will end up crying.... coz i will think alot of things.... lately i think i m really very sensitive.... i dun know why... ever since i know u i think i hav become very sensitive... coz i dun can i believe in u... coz i totally dun know wad u are thinking.... i can only try to know.. & i will end up thinking alot of things.... can u jus straight forward de tell miie.... dun let miie guess....
i dun even think u know i m toking abt u....
m i being sensitive? i hav a bad feeling.... very bad wan.... ____ freaks miie out....not only this... wad Karesia & Faddy say i dun think will come true... i think wad i say mayb will come true.... but if wad i say wan really come true... i dun think i can giv up.... mayb i really wish wad both of them say will come true... haiz....
Its just me and you <3 .
5:57 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
WHY IS IT THE ONLY SHOW I WATCH LE CAN MAKE MIIE LAUGH & FORGOT ABT EVERYTHING THAT I DUN WISH TO REMEMEBER IS ENDING!! WHY I HAVE THE FEELING THAT ALL HAPPY MEMORIES ARE GETTING FURTHER & FURTHER AWAY FRM MIIE!! WHY IS TI THAT LYK EVERYTHING IS AGAINST MIIE!i wish i hav someone to tok to.... but always i wish to tok to "s0me0ne"... the "s0me0ne" is always not thr.... but when "s0me0ne" is thr... he/she make miie think my things are not big problem... and thrs no nid to tell her/him anything.... coz himself/herself also hav things to settle.... but i really wish i hav someone to tok to!!!
SAD MEMORIES ARE JUST STAYING & NOT GOING AWAY!!!! THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT! WHAT I WANT FOREVER WILL NOT COME TRUE... "SOMEONE" I REALLY WISH U ARE HERE NOW.... COZ I REALLY DUN KNOW WHAT TO DO! I JUST FEEL CRYING.... I DUN WHAT TO DO! CAN ANYONE TEACH MIIE!!!!!!!!!
Its just me and you <3 .
4:34 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
post post post post post post post post post post post post post post post post post post post....
hahaz! dun know wad to post leh... haiz.... tralala...... hahaz... nth to do... sianz.... today sch past very quite fast....
1st period... DA... haven complete the work bell ring le... sianz....
2nd period.... chinese... also quite fast end....
3rd period..... pe... dance... dance.. dance... dance lyk hell... dance till i no voice.. shout shout shout.... hahaz! but very fun... lyk the dance....
RECESS....
2period of math.... aft doing the work.... slack slack slack.... ms heng told us ghost stories today... hahaz! ((=
end of post ba... hahaz! nth to post le... sorry....
Its just me and you <3 .
8:02 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
very long nvr post le... dead blog le... many happy things happen but also lot of sad things happen...
HAPPY THINGS... SPEECH DAY... PERFORMANCE @ VICTORIA THEATRE.... DRAMA CELEBRATION!!!!....will post on those other day...
today feel lyk posting coz i feel lyk type it out... or think i going siao le....
lately got alot of things(not happy at all de...) coming at one shot & i think i m goin to become siao le if i dun find a place to "fa xie"....
MICHELLE!!! U ARE THE WORST PERSON I HAVE EVER SEEN... I HATE U!! U ARE AN IDIOT!!!! TOTALLY AN IDIOT! IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT!!! MOST IDIOTIC PERSON IN THIS WORLD!!! AAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!! STUPID IDIOT!!!
MICHELLE!!! JUST ADMIT U ARE INVISIBLE TO "OTHERS"!!! JUST ADMIT!!! & STOP PUSHING YOUSELF THR & HURT YOURSELF!!! U ARE A FAILURE!! MOST STUPID PERSON IN THIS WORLD IS YOU!!!!
MICHELLE!!! GIVE UP LE LAR !!!! GIVE UP ON EVERYTHING!! IN THE 1st PLACE U SHOULDN'T PUT SO MUCH HOPE ON "IT"... SEE NOW U ARE HURT!!!! IDIOT GIVE UP!!!! GIVE UP! GIVE UP! GIVE UP! STOP BEING AN IDIOT & GIVE UP!
dun be surprise when u see miie crying....
why ever since this year started i have been crying le! happy things dosent last long.... while sad things last for so long!!!! why my brain just cant keep happy memories!!!
ALL HAPPY MEMORIES ARE SO BLUR!! WHILE SAD MEMORISE ARE SO CLEAR! I HATE IT!!!P.S. sorry for those who ask miie to relink.... find a time when i m free i will relink... sorry.... sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry
Its just me and you <3 .
5:32 PM
